Hmmm

I just don't understand why these animals think they have the fucking right to believe that can even write, a lyrical diary,or anything dealing with poetic irony , these guy just keep lying to me sayin I could be just as fly as thee,fuck outa here be, I just as fly as the big guy in the sky , so I throw up a big G, so if you don't get it G's up ,but when I go to church I'm flamed up like I'm burning in hell's locker , Christ said I need a doctor , so where's the nuns with the straight jacket,fuck a straight jacket I want my space back cuz this is straight crack...

Final Thoughts

it's very sad day when people don't understand you ,it gets kinda hard to deal with your own insanity,without a shoulder,people will always turn their back on thee, once your insanity starts to affect sane part left of them,so whats reality...,whats normalcy .can anyone tell me,i hear the voices trying to tell me,but i know they don't see what i see,nor bleed how i bleed, im left sitting alone in the dark part of my zone,trying to be alone n unknown,but the human part of me wants me to be known,so i can atleast can know what real love is,but only if that exist,not it this world as i scream i wish,shit what kind of life is this,so i sit back cut my wrist n remissness.on hows the world so sick......

2 straws one cup

this bring me back that cold winter
i had to deal with without you
homeless n still missing you, ive never forgave you
but its a very sad picture, that its been 4 years
im homeless again n never got you back
...but ive dealt with many other woman just like you
now im missing them, as they were you
damn, i still got that day trapped in my head
siting in my friends house in the other room
listen to this, feeling lost without you
heard a knock at the door
i swore it was you
but it wasnt, just my ni99as wantin weed
so i decided to go get it cuz i had to lose this feeling of you
as i walked threw the blizzard
threw the snowy park ,i only had thoughts of you
missing your smiles plus everythng i thought was you
i dont know what happend after that
i never came back
im still roman around lost without you ...deadass

fb fun on CH page

yo im back on my griddy ish
(now im lookin back toward the stars,
lost in one of them zones like (aww man),
did i really do you like that,
if i could rewind time,
...you'll be right back,
smilein and laughin with me,
but im alone talking to me,
like it sad how things has to be,
but in the back of mind im saying why does this type of thing always happin to me,
i guess you the kind of girl that couldnt put up with my bad habits,
yea at times ive acted like the mad hatter,
but it only happens when you started gettin on my nerz,
so i had to pop some pillz to calm my nerz,
but i always told you i loved you
even though i was high when i was around you
i meant it,you cant deny that,
damn why you had to get on that spaceship like that
but thats what kind of girl you are
my reptilian queen
thats more sweeter then a bumble bee )..... i had to step up the bars cuz ni99as wasnt feeling it, so now im sick with it, like i caught lyrical SARS lmao boredom but watever if you like it i tried

fb fun

but we still pipein hoes,only behind closed doors,on some president gettin head shit,life a bitch ,so beat her with a switch on some electric feel ish,mgmt ,only lives in me.but woman loves to deceive me, i guess its just the devil within thee,or she ,he be me sad n lonely lol but i only, if only, this, beat could freez. it'll hold me. like the chick, that live within me, only in my brain be ,chill ,

what goes through your mind when you're in a coffee shop

all i wanna do is tell you that i love you,when we first get a chance to be alone,just the 2 of us,sittin in a coffee shop having a latte lost in the zone,cuz i cant stand being alone,looking in to this mirror thinking of you,its so lonely in this coffee shop,only if you was next to me,kinda sad that you living in me,just my sane imagination i believe,but the only way i can survive is by you loving me,idk care if it only in my mind shit its real to me,cuz i love the way u make me feel bay.

again

days i sit alone n i miss her,wishing today was the day i was with her,but the past is the past n i aint with her,its sad that i still fukin miss her,me n you you n i keep it true blue as the sky,but nah i aint like dem other guys, i dont lie,i still see the tear in you eye,i still see you screamin you wish i would die‎,i promise i will never break your heart again,baby im sorry i just had to let you know again.love that beat on CH blog lol boredom