erased

i had this asian chick who i gave my all to threw it all i thort bout us to much mayb thats y u got tired of me but u couldnt say i never treated u like u was apart of me but u jus like all the others that parted from me u jus will never understand how hard it was for me even tho wen we was together u was with dat other ni99a actin like i didnt know nd would never no but look i found out nd u denied it tryed to blame it all on me but it wasnt me i was doin more for u then u did for me yo quit shit me this falls on u but u not hearin me makein me wish i never met u but its fucked up how u said fuck it nd u erase me

Kat

i had this lil chick named kathy who usta slit her wrist nd i usta jus laugh nd b happy should i feel sum type of way now nd didnt say how that usta affect me wow no im missin u nd hatein how i mistreated u but ppl dont know the half of it how we usta laugh nd shit only if i could go bac in time nd had half dis mind that i have now to change everthing but u happy now with the man u bout 2 marry damn how did i let u go

Rockin

jus chillin in my zone rockin 2 canibus picturing the day wen we could rock da crowd 2gether throwin deamonlistic scriptures at the angels in the crowd sendin them 2 the deepest depths of hell remissnessin on the part where all the world aligned wen we were asleep jus particles of matter b4 we evolved in to this species of lyrical injustices killin these wack mcs puttin them 2 rest ......

PPL

ppl r all blind to things in life the whole point of life to to learn things especially your mistakes so y is it so hard for ppl 2 learn from them nd never do it again but aye wat i know i thort wen u fuck up in life it suppose to make u wise nd a better person but for the majority it doesnt but im living life as it was a dream ppl keep floating pass me leaving me here 2 decide my fate so i think how great now im by my lonesum thinking bout the days of my sis saying she really like wat i write so she posts it on her facebook statues throwing a ni99a shot outs telling the world one day i will b successful nd 2 never let a ni99a doubt u but as days go by nd how foney friends lie nd good homies die make me believe

journey

they say life is a journey nd no one knows where the journey leads but i say just take a glance in to ur dreams cuz sum of them can show a glimpse into your future maybe thats where the thought of DeJa Vu come from who knows the only thing i know is pain tho .........

Here In My Room

Here in my room thinkin about u nd how wen we kiss how all the things bloom the type of things u would only c in my room a classy chick like u is all to good to assume the best but the only thing dat matters is that u here in my room .....

they say humans created the clock but god made time but to me i believe we made both cuz if the world didnt have nether one it would b alot smoother everyone wouldnt b rushin nd streesin to do things in this crazy amount of time we have on this earth young ppl wouldnt b rushed 2 b cum hoes nd dumb ni99a addicted to hurring up time so they can wild out weird world in other words by incubus sick sad lil world

Give Up

if you love something let it go and if it comes back it means so much more so wat does it mean wen u give up love for the worst ,more money in ur purse or a ni99a u can go nd fuck on in a burst , i think its fucked up how u think like this i knew i should fucked ur sis, but wouldnt that have mad this feelin never exists ,isnt this is alil sumthing we jus call bliss

Lonley boy

at the beginning of time a boy was born who never sworn to feel like a lonely boy but as time settled he struggled to keep the human emotion at bay feelings of da past feelings of love feelings of others hatred made him hate shit thinking to him self wat a wast this is to even try nd give in his feelings to ppl so he becomes self secluded missing out on the worlds wonders but all he can c is the world pain nd misery afther time he gets more deeper in the world nd figures its alil better to learn then to never had learned so with that hes a brand new person now knowing when theres lies being shoved at him or the truth now the world dont seem to missplace it jus full of ppl whos missplaced so with his unseen power he try nd show ppl the way

One Thort

lmao yo feeling sumtype of way alil yo boy saying things on blogs nd cats is takeing wat i said nd makein it there own by flipping it like wat biggy did 2 nas how he bit but yo ni99as cant even throw me a bone lmao like im on the outside nd i want in other words on the outside nd im lookin in hard nd i realized my words r powerful nd wen i talk fuckas listen like word got me thinkin now oooo shit watch out '''...''' yo fellin like endin sum cats careers it is wat it is like i said u watchin me like im watchin u lmao

Mental Sex

wat do dez chicks realy want hot lust or mental sex wen i meat a depressed woman feeling down cuz there ni99a ant providing da proper lust i break em off with mental lust jus alil betta den sex dreaming of ur thorts going deep in ur thorts showing u dat other thort u had of me wen u met me but wen will i ever meet dat special girl dat wont jus sex me but mayb dats wat i realy enjoyed i thort bout us 4 a long time mayb i think 2 much girls of da world u no ill b with yall if i could but women r 2 selfish 2 let dat happen only a handful r willing 2 share ;] fuck it ones enof wen they PMSing lol

friday night bored tryin 2 find who i am

im sittin at home in my dark room on a friday night bumpin the art of noise thinkin bout wats all this for isnt jus me that thinks so subseen theres nuttin for me but a dream of wounderin will i ever b with someone long enof 2 get a child from but wtf am im dumb or wat im thinkin bout kids 4 wat but mayb cuz i no with new life theres a posobility 4 meanin but da only meanin 4 me is hopein 2 have moments in love like the stars about glowin in night but they never show fright only fight of will thorts of me lets go of da past but dats like leting go my of my bad habits pill popin classics of night talkin 2 my xs they askin me y im so high nd please stop with my short term addiction in fact long term shorty on da fone beggin me 2 stop i asked her y she replies cuz she cares 4 me nd pluse u showed me i didnt have 2 cut my self deeply or at all im like a profit dat came along 2 save me from all thoses gothics lol but nah dat a emo trait shorty did stop cutin herself 4 me nd even tho she not with me at least iv showed her humans can b decently lofefull or lovefull im done with this hopefuly u got a piece of me that u understand if not i write bull shit or u crazy stuck in da matrix lmao or im crazy watever

The Matrix FUCKED UP 4/20

The Matrix
4/20 woke up happy but den life unexpected events always cum alone 2 fuck shit up so now im pissed nd not fuckin goin 2 skool cuz a ni99a is not in the aspect of mood 2 b around incompetent ppl so ima stay home i no ima regret da shit later but dats my life full nd deep of regrets den i got my xs hittin me up sumtimes its iight but not 2 day she bring bac all da hate dat wen i have problems i cant call u like it usta b cuz u got da next nd u happy so u hit jus 2 say happy 4/20 nd it made u think of but baby plz dont think of me jus erase the thorts cuz i dont wana b confused of u having one thort of me that we will ever b again so who in dis world can i tell my cripple lustful depressed felling no one but my blog nd music damn i wish it can talk bac verbily but u baby still talk 2 me telepathically sayin everthing isnt real feelings jus thort of bein sumthing like da matrix one u no it bull shit u can do wat u want life is like a computer its system have gaps nd whole that let u do enythin u want no rules within an existence or ours but watever i dont even no where i goin wit dis i feel better sum wat writein watever this can or will b down duces.... matrix we jus concepts of lost code

iight ppl its 1;33 lol hopefuly i think unless my clock on my comp is wrong but its 4/2o feeling good eventho i got go 2 skool 2 night but fuck it hope my broke ass can smoke once 2 day prob jus ask my moms 4 a joint ;] but i jus bumpin 2 Charles Hamilton well isnt this akward on facebook botherin ppl nd havein them think im crazy more then they already do nd was on charles blog wounderin bs but ill probly call sum broads later 2 smoke nd thinkin y this girl said we gota talk but watever whole nother story. im thinkin of writen sum more shit but kinda tired lol nd i still gota post da other shit but yo WEN I POST SHIT COMMENT ND SAY U LIKE IT OR I SHOULD GO DIE SOMEWHERE but im gone duces ....llaves Matrix Bitch

4/20 Weed Day Smoke PPL

Yo 4/20 Get Dat Piff Blueberry Chocolate Thai Nd watever u LOVE God LEGALIZE IT Even God Smokes lmao

romantic subseens

it type funny dat these young teens r lookin 4 romantic subseens its jus a dream doin stupid shit 4 another jus 4 dem 2 b happy nd 2 show dem u realy love them but y cant ppl jus chill get out of the slow mind set of love wat u call love isnt love jus poetic missleading of wat i call matrix dreams yo everything isnt wat it seams bitchs r so slow dez day jus wantin a ni99a 2 mistreat them if u to nice bitchs will think u soft think out side of da box ma da quiet ni99a r usually psychotic ni99as but dez r jus a bit of me cumin out like a killed fiend in dez streets but not a drug fiend but a love fiend a demonlistic soul lost in this so called dream but imean y u gota treat da person u with bad nd 2 good it makes no since i belive if u 2 love each other u shouldnt care if dey take u out or buy u things it should jus b 2 minds linkin thinkin intwine like a electoral serg gettin ready 2 smell da dirt 2 gether 2 long await da cold 2gether jus happy 2 b 2gether 4ever

poetic demons

poetic demons screamin jus sitin bac thinkin belivein is this shit 4 me or it more of not knowin me u probly wouldnt understand me most da time i dont even understand my self wishin of wealth nd sumtimes health but dat not offten im on 2many drugs nd there no help fellin like im stuck in a coffin jus nuttin but thorts nd pain of bein lostin my lost thorts of love nd lookin at decapitating decaposeing train of thort nd sick corps live lord dats all i hear but dats all i fear live nd sick corps live lord dats all hear but dat all i fear 2 live isnt so dreamy as ppl make it seem all damn is this realy all a dream wateva im me lol