Final Thoughts

it's very sad day when people don't understand you ,it gets kinda hard to deal with your own insanity,without a shoulder,people will always turn their back on thee, once your insanity starts to affect sane part left of them,so whats reality...,whats normalcy .can anyone tell me,i hear the voices trying to tell me,but i know they don't see what i see,nor bleed how i bleed, im left sitting alone in the dark part of my zone,trying to be alone n unknown,but the human part of me wants me to be known,so i can atleast can know what real love is,but only if that exist,not it this world as i scream i wish,shit what kind of life is this,so i sit back cut my wrist n remissness.on hows the world so sick......

2 straws one cup

this bring me back that cold winter
i had to deal with without you
homeless n still missing you, ive never forgave you
but its a very sad picture, that its been 4 years
im homeless again n never got you back
...but ive dealt with many other woman just like you
now im missing them, as they were you
damn, i still got that day trapped in my head
siting in my friends house in the other room
listen to this, feeling lost without you
heard a knock at the door
i swore it was you
but it wasnt, just my ni99as wantin weed
so i decided to go get it cuz i had to lose this feeling of you
as i walked threw the blizzard
threw the snowy park ,i only had thoughts of you
missing your smiles plus everythng i thought was you
i dont know what happend after that
i never came back
im still roman around lost without you ...deadass

fb fun on CH page

yo im back on my griddy ish
(now im lookin back toward the stars,
lost in one of them zones like (aww man),
did i really do you like that,
if i could rewind time,
...you'll be right back,
smilein and laughin with me,
but im alone talking to me,
like it sad how things has to be,
but in the back of mind im saying why does this type of thing always happin to me,
i guess you the kind of girl that couldnt put up with my bad habits,
yea at times ive acted like the mad hatter,
but it only happens when you started gettin on my nerz,
so i had to pop some pillz to calm my nerz,
but i always told you i loved you
even though i was high when i was around you
i meant it,you cant deny that,
damn why you had to get on that spaceship like that
but thats what kind of girl you are
my reptilian queen
thats more sweeter then a bumble bee )..... i had to step up the bars cuz ni99as wasnt feeling it, so now im sick with it, like i caught lyrical SARS lmao boredom but watever if you like it i tried

fb fun

but we still pipein hoes,only behind closed doors,on some president gettin head shit,life a bitch ,so beat her with a switch on some electric feel ish,mgmt ,only lives in me.but woman loves to deceive me, i guess its just the devil within thee,or she ,he be me sad n lonely lol but i only, if only, this, beat could freez. it'll hold me. like the chick, that live within me, only in my brain be ,chill ,

what goes through your mind when you're in a coffee shop

all i wanna do is tell you that i love you,when we first get a chance to be alone,just the 2 of us,sittin in a coffee shop having a latte lost in the zone,cuz i cant stand being alone,looking in to this mirror thinking of you,its so lonely in this coffee shop,only if you was next to me,kinda sad that you living in me,just my sane imagination i believe,but the only way i can survive is by you loving me,idk care if it only in my mind shit its real to me,cuz i love the way u make me feel bay.

again

days i sit alone n i miss her,wishing today was the day i was with her,but the past is the past n i aint with her,its sad that i still fukin miss her,me n you you n i keep it true blue as the sky,but nah i aint like dem other guys, i dont lie,i still see the tear in you eye,i still see you screamin you wish i would die‎,i promise i will never break your heart again,baby im sorry i just had to let you know again.love that beat on CH blog lol boredom

HungerFighter

Step To Him n Tell Him If Im Gonna Die You Goin To,Pull The Gun From My Hip Blow Out My Mind Be4 I Die Spit The Bullet In His Eye,Kuz If I Cant Have Her You Wont Either,I Should Have Believed Her Wen She Said I Will Take Advantage Of Her,But Who Hurt The Person First,I Feel Its Him She Feels It Me He Feel Its We,But Im Holdn Life Like A Grudge,But Im Done With Life So Ill End This Quick...Gone

down the river

i didnt beg to get with you,you begged me,so why you treating me like you dont want me,but on the other hand,you saying you cant live without me,now im floating down the river of emotions,coastin,you just poked a hole in the boat n now im sinking,thinking about you,faced down with a smile,breathless floatin further down the river witch is named after you.....

T&A

LadyLuck Was Near,But Not With Me,Even Tho She Got A Man,Ill Keep Her In My Life,Untill The Day She'll Become My Wife,Cuz She's The One I Really Need In My Life...

not done but watever Arms and sleepers - Matador with a twist

I Sit Back N Remember N Think About What It Was Like,Maybe Its The Reason I Can't Get My Words Right,So I Write It Down Some What Poem Like,Since We Ended I Wonder Which One Of Us Even Really Tried,Was I Your Burden,Was I Your Headache,Was I Even Your Savior,Cuz No Matter How Hard I Tried,It Feels As It Was All A Lie,You Couldn't Even Try,Now Im Worried,So I Sit Up At Night,Thinking Of You,Trying To Past The Day N Hold On To Fate,

Unapologetic

im sorry im shit n im sorry i aint drake but fuck that bitch ,im sorry im the shit ,i aint apologizing for shit so fuck you bitch,only if i could go back in time n tell my moms shes a stupid bitch,punch her in the stomach so she could abort me,but im here n i hate all this shit so fuck the world n every bitch that brings kids in it,fuck it im sorry for not saying this shit earlier,but you ni99as cant take it n im sorry that you to stupid n bitch to tell ppl how you feel,yes im the one whole flushed your fish but im sorry but im really not sorry,i should start getting back on my shit,but sweet ni99as cant take the sourness of my actions,i could tell you how pittyful your life is you stay running around with cock licking ass ni99as,n im not sorry i grew up on my own n stuck in my ways so you should feel sorry for making me like this,but its human nature,so fuck it, it is what it is,im sorry that im loney n hate my life n hate my self even more but even with that im still the shit or maybe im just crazy,yes im fuckin lazy but maybe your eyes dont work cuz ill be planing,what im thinking you ask ,im thinking bout taking your life fucking your wife n drinking your blood n litters,but im sorry that all my girls left me but im sorry i made them suck my dick maybe that made them sick,fuck the government fuck obama so what he black,im sorry,im black to but hey can i get some love to ,fuck do he want a cookie, i been black 20 years n still get treated like a ni99a,shit he only half black so fuck dat ni99a ,i should take his wife so she could taste what a full ni99a taste like,so im protesting to keep the word ni99a,but you know what fuck white ppl fuck black ppl fuck all the spanish n hispanics fuck all the mixed ppl fuck da indains fuck the germans fuck the asian fuck the arab ppl ,hold up let me clarfy some more fuck all the ppl who ever died fuck the ailans who created us n fuck your believes fuck the cops fuck everyone who doin better then me n fuck the ppl whose doin way lest then me fuck the rap game n fuck all the rappers in it, n im not sorry,i do give a hell if you wish ill go to hell so fuck you hate me i love that shit,im lieing but fuck it im not sorry its human nature right you bitch ass ni99a

bored

lol you n your team will need sixpence and the case of the sixsence to kill me on my bday this is not my sickest but im spitin up loogies as i spit this lol but if i wrote this in code could you decrypt it. no im not neo but but this is the matrix lol sorry for the glitch but you know how the matrix works you the virus....

kicked out again my life -_-

i was kicked out yesterday since right now its 12;20 smh ppl aint shit family will treat u as a stranger shit is real nowadays shit just showing me what i always knew moms nor my family dont give a fuck bout me -_- at a friend house my only friend i owe him alot but i gota get a plan cuz i still dont got no info cant get a job but if i gota do what i gota do i will i have no hope i feel real calm even though shit just crashed but i feel its just somethings els i gota live threw to teach me more this spirtual journy is a btch but aye im not in control of my life nether are you but as long as your mind is free you will be to but these lost humans will hate you but i have nothing els to say back to thinking n trying to survive

these matches

If true beauty is only skin deep then burn my skin until the beauty flows out of me,so plz don't lie to me,cuz before i made myself a human torch,you said, it will never be anything beautiful that comes out of me,no matter how many times ive cut my wrist to show you there was something great about me,you just frowned upon thee,so with these matches,it will be the end of me,so plz forget about me,

normal thoughts

i am hurt,I'm feeling to much pain,cuz now i know they truth,everything Ive thought,everything Ive been called crazy for,is the truth about people and how the world functions,and now I'm alone,i guessed i crossed the point of no return, but I'm free mentally,it hurts that I'll try to help others and they're to brainwashed to listen,the only option i have is to live alone more alone then ever before,people bring you down any,women especially,sad lil world i live in isn't it

,,,

they say they hate spics,they say every spic has ni99er blood in them,if you think about it,all you see ni99as n spics together,you gota love it tho,in a group of ni99as there's always one spic throwin up that 5,in a group of spics there's always one ni99a ready to ride,we one in the same goin threw the same bull shit,

you don't have to walk around scared to let people in

i have no inspiration,ive lost it when i met you,cause the fact of knowing i can't have you,kills me slowly,i have no-will,no desire,no cause,i need you,if i can't have you why should he,i need you beside me so i can keep writing down these lost words that modern man doesn't speak,having you might help me save this world,thus save myself from myself,and you having me you would never feel unwanted,unjust,unloved,ill give you rather try and give you everything you needed in a human,even though as it seem to others,we are aliens,we are shun,cased away as if we have leprosy,but you might not see,but i know you feel you have me,every-time i look in to those lucid absinthe colored eyes,i become lucid,embracing that one day,it shall be we that show humanity that love do exist....

i love you but how you dont love me

everything in this life that we live is a lie excepted my love for you its the only thing in this world you can believe in only if i could tell you let alone show you but god know how would you react n plus i already know what you would say ,you'll say i like you alot n i care about you but we cant be right know ,i have a man n i love him ,even though we have to work things out but you'll always be my friend,n im not prepared to hear that, so ill just sit back n keep my mouth shut n deal with you being hurt,but what makes it worst ,is that it hurts me as well cuz you no how i feel about you,but love dont give a fuck about what you see or how that person treat em,love is selfish,i dont think i wana love if i cant have you,since the first time i seen you,the first time we had a convo,i know you was the one ,i no you felt it to ,wen i made you smile n the words we exchange, you had to feel what we could be,but i guess i was the only one in tuned with our chemistry,only if you could understand how much this is hurting me ,to write down damn i feel like a sad clown,

Veronica Caraballo first poem :) n its called Trapped in the dark hall of my Soul

Title dark hall .... I walk this dark hall , ppl in my ear tellinq were to qo , i feel lik ive rather run away from them, but i cnt pull away from him, weres the lite, weres the end of it ? I feel the pressure as i finally run, was it a mistake , should have juss listened , but deep dwn i want the lite, i want the endinq, while i run i almost tripp, and i realise it was him, yea in my head it made me feel qood, but i still wana run, now that i was thinkinq 4 maself i ran, and not lookinq back im finaly in the lite but if im in da lite why do i feel so empty ??Soo in da dark ??

boredom n random thing this chick told me lol

.there is no god thats y we prey to our L's......what kinda world we living in, this chick i know said she got a lightning bolt tated on her vag,its kinda bad,everytime u fuck it,u get shocked,i guessin Zeus was da first ni99a who tapped it, or this is just the world we live in lol

a womans inspration with a pen??

where is that chick that i can write poems with or talk about life n the world.shes no where n its sad -_- i know its a girl out her in the same universe n dimension asking where are the guys like me,praying for one day to find him but as it happens, when they finally do they've given up on bleeding there souls with the ink of a pen ,placing there lives on a blank canvas like a artist named van-go n many others of his time.its sad I've met many ladies who've just stopped, they never had someone to show interest in them ,they turned numb from the pain of life ,so instead of writing down there everyday problems,they just accepted everything wrong,they become a clone ,there scared to walk around with no make up,they care whats a simple unworthy human thinks about them now,there lifeless n cant see the good things in life,they cant see they had a talent of then sucking dick and being in the production of drama,so i try to get them to wiled the pen ,but they tell me they cant anymore it was years ago,as i look in to there eyes i still see that person screaming out to be released,so i tell them you can still write it can never leave you,and i ask them to start writing again n to write me something,some smile n gives me that nerves look n say ok,some fight it n say maybe next time, its nothing i can do, one day they will realize there writing will always be there to give then a hand,but to the ones thats started again i might have found the girls I've been look for

b dolan love will survive,my lil version of it cuz da beat is awesome

evil is this,lightning flashes within this,so dark,don't you feel this,remembrance, that late night you had no tension,relax you said,cold and still,no life in your eyes,your body on mines,my eyes turn black,darker then your vision in your mirror,devilish sounds are made,lost in space,light years away,spiraling deeper and deeper as a dark-hole,head goes back mouths open,all she feeling is pain,kisses on her brain,as it rains, wind start blowing harder,satin keeps calling im pushing him away, for now this is my prey,even she had to mention,hell is only a infliction,she says im her mission,my back distorts,our bodies start to twist,hopefully this doesn't makes you sick,the weather stills knocks at the windows asking to come in,but im already in,her screams as loud as the thunder,she takes it all in ,strong as the wind,her eyes bleed harder then the rain, flowing along the window plane,our body starts to die,the lowering of her neck and legs,our eyes began to change,we hold our breaths,bodies start to change,flatting out like nothing ever changed,laying next to her,i guess she loved the hell,yes ,only I'd could of given her,as she lay and sleep,i go back to the darkness, of where i traded my soul ,for the sexy exchange,*this is a love story thats set in my shallow grav*

jamie quigley poem called hopes n dreams stuffed in a body bag

calling in the darkness of night
calling to see if your alright
but not a sound not an ancer
this could be a desaster
i sit here in the darkness of night wondering
if your alright
i call again but still no ancer
this turned into a desaster..
running in the darkness of night
to see if youre alright
i get to your home it seems that your alone.
the dorr was open so i let myself in
only to see
i walked into a crime seen
it felt as if i was in a dream
thats what it seemed..
a puttle of blood and a gun
a cold lifeless body on the floor
i ran out the door
and fell onto the floor..
his hopes and dreams now fill a body bag..
its soo sad to see a mom and a dad
crying at the site where his body lay

heartless... my lil verson of heartless by actor Jim Sturgess from the U.K movie heartless

the earth feels so heartless ,more heartless then the women i been with,so alone ,trying to find someone that can prove me wrong,to show me the world really isnt heartless, but i been searching for 20 years now,even though in reality it been century's, i have a bleeding feeling in my stomach,my spine is leaking,my brain keeps skipping,and my eyes dont seem to work,wishing i could see people with there hearts,but with everyone i meet is heartless,black hollowed out holes where there heart should be,im tired of trying to prove to these broken people that everyone's not heartless,but im being pushed away,now i hoping i can hold on to my heart,and not become heartless...

me n my ex writing

such pretty eyes you say..i love you goodbye were the last things you said. A pain consuming me...it kills me..i ache..my body numb...u stole my love. thief you are..Liar you are...heartbreaker you are...the undertaker of love n souls you are, wen u left that hopeful day ,now i sit here sad crying n hateful , but i still blame myself 4 this,mayb u was right about wat u told me wen u left me ,even so if u really loved me u would stuck it threw , so was it love or lust lust you say. never love..im over it. now alone and lost like a puppy without its owner or mother...my tears speak more for me than i could ever speak for myself. tell me what should i do. my heart tells me to keeping loving the beautiful person who is filled with lust...a poison deadly as love itself lies mayb the cause of the deadly poison of love but i couldnt tell what was lies i was so blind all i could c was the fake truth of a loving person ,my heart bleeds as my wrist like the pretty eyes with the devils lies..bleeding. he bounds me with a curse of eternal pain. never really having someone to love and share a bond stronger than rubber bands wore around my wrists for you. once lost...i shed tears for it..i felt we were over forever..then i found it..as destiny said it to be. why did you break it...not physically but emotionally..tell me cuz relationships shall never rewind but i guess she moved on ,left me,siting here thinkin wat should i write ,wounderin if its good enof u could come back to me but it never does, i guess its left all behind its never left behind. loves shows us things. and maybe we wont understand at the moment..but they come in handy later..when love is true and pure like clear skies and the crisp smell of autumn. i love you. thats the truth. but who am i to tell you who to love. its over...goodbye..

binge 3 is she the reason my short version

head hurt no one to talk to, watever bouta go smoke da rest of dis loosie, nah fuck that rest of my lucy cuz shes da only one who calms me, she loves me even tho shes killin me, slowly, but shit i love it pryin 4 death from her, so hopefully she could take my breath away, sitting alone in the dark stair way, my mind goin bac in time reminiscing about fuckin in bellville park, on that cold night it was dark, but the moon light was shinein all over ur love u lovein me n im lovein u, but in the end u forgot me, wonder if u do still think about me , but i know u know i still think of u, rather of we, shit only in jersey is the place where heart can bleed, but im talkin to the day of yesterday, sadly im livein in da past, but its my mind, da only past where i can get away, even tho its full of bad memories, but the pain keeps me goin, cuz i feel it the end for me, u could believe me or not but its watever, i talk to my self in the mirror n this what it contemplate, the mind of a winner ,but a soul without hope

im a waste of life n this is no poem it wat really hap -_- fuck it right

well i jus found out i might not get my diploma after the schools dont know what im talking about -_- they like call tomore but is no guarantee like if not this whole thing was a waste of time ,then mother spaze out n i can take her bull shit no more so i spaze out she think she have the right to jus b like fuck u bitch nah yo i dont do shit to her too come to me like that im tryin hard not to beat this bitch ass so im like yo wtf i do to u she still cursein me out n talkin bout get out her face she like fuck u we havent talked in a month like yo wtf i have to talk to dis bitch about this bitch fucked up my school shit liein for 5months that she got the shit i need to graduate i had to get this dont b 4 they changed everything up lol n now they did so im like yo damn right i aint talk to u u lied for 5 months now im fucked they sayin she like she dont give a fuck i dont care about u n u not coming with me wen i move like wtf i spaze out more im like wtf i did to u y u hate me im not ur other kids who do u dirty shit i no u dont want me here so wtf im suppose to do she like i dont care n im like yo i have no money i cant get a job cuz u did god nows with my birth certificate n my social shit no I.D like u need dat shit to get one im callin the place to get my social n birth shit n they like im not in da system ur moms got fix this so wtf im suppose to do like u actin like like dez other ni99as that have idea n not tryin to do nothin with my life she like she dont give a fuck im like yoo wtf u had me shoulda got a fuckin abortion i dont wana b here shit ni99a u brung me here so im in da room fuckin shit up lol n my boy stop me from hitten her ass wen it started but yo i dont get it i been kicked out to many times im tryin to do right n nobody care they on sum str8 fuck u n im been loyal to everyone n all i done 4 ppl n im dont get nothing in return they jus want me to b nothin family fake friends girl friends its like y i get mad hate but ppl who dont want nothing nobody judge them yo i dont no wat im gona do i have no friends now n no fam gona let me stay with them -_- so i dont no if sumone do help me out like how ima get my info to work my father m.i.a haha my life yoo i dont wat ive done 4 ppl to hate me all my life but yo i dont really care thinkin bout jus dealin with it go sleep in da park n start hustlein again but yo i gota get in touch with ni99as 4 dat but watever yo i mines well end it who really gona care idk but watever no one no bout this blog lol no body gona find this but watever duces mayb i get luck ether way i b iight

ade n tesca poem num2...Broken

My heart, she aches for the love it once knew... the echos of pain, radiate into my eyes, and as they fill, my only thought is your smiling face, which i'll never see again.the only face thats my eyes see's is my sad refection, broken memories tatted on my face, with no expression, the mirrors cracks n the face in the mirror smiles n says with ists smiling lips and crying eyes whispers "gone, gone, she will never return to my embrace, never feel the warmth of her kisses" touching his lips, he shutters to the memory, her last momory.her last memory was in my head lil did i know i was smiling i was happy once again no thorts of isolation or suicide it was like taking my first breath again but as quick as it came it was being pushed out my right ear by the last memory of pain the words she said to me the look upon her face the hate n tears inflicted in her eyes the sound of her voice n the way she breathed was so shameful i couldnt bare to listen to the reflection in the mirror... it broke... liike on that fateful night, my fist connected to the mirror like her eyes connected with my heart... this pain is no where near as bad as the throbbing of my head. the ever-constant aching she left behind her... left for me to handle, alone... once again.

another vent dont pay it no mind

i have to get bak in to my zone on doin wait i have to do cuz i dont have time to waste sitin in this house with ppl i hate isnt workin i cant b around ppl it makes me want to harm them ,wish i could b more isolated then i already am.but soon ill b things wiill fall n break its jus life tryin to make u suicidal or insane im very close to both right now but im not gona let it take over once again all i have is my mind n my musik even tho most r dead n others will never know of me.but i will get passed this 7 years of bad luck jus hopein it dont continue on cuz i dont no wat els can i learn only thing i need to learn about is trust n being happy even tho from a young age i knew i'll b alone untrustful n sad 4 this planet ,i cant b numb nomore i left weed alone dont like how it feels im to broke fro pillz n cigs -_- so i guess i have to deal with shit 2 year the weed helped me threw shit n then a year of pillz n cigs n the liquor i got chillin in class buzzed out my mind no eatin n jus on my grind tryin to do it without all dat but anxiety kickin in again n taking ppl bs in is not heplin but i will do it i guess only got a couple of days to write n post my poems instead of venting but i will try Done4NOw

venting

this cant b life,the shit i been threw has been hell,nothings getting better ,every ones weak,i can take this any more,i wish death over n over,its not coming if there is a god,he jus wants me to live in suffering,i dont even know wat to believe,i dont knows wats real ,growing up in this world n the telling u are giving,being told to b righteous,dont sin,b loyal,treat ppl how u want to b treated never push away ur fell,always help man,b a caring person,it was all a lie all evil,i dont have much time left,i cant take these humans,i cant take it i swear ima end it,i have no more pills to keep me numb,i dont smoke anymore,jus loosies hoping every pull i take wil kill me sooner,cant trust family have no friend,im jus a waste of life, i want to die but god wont take,sick of seeing they ppl who loves life n theres get cut off,wishing everday why couldnt i take there place,wishing i had a person to jus sit in a cemetery n write n breath in the list of the forgoten askin questions about life n wait could i do to releave this sorrow , wishing n pryin that there is a god that could help,stop the killings the poor the weak the devils but no he doent come jus let things happen,i can wait till its all over i could b free,4ever feel no pain,i hate everything a bout i hate everything about this planet only death n hell i c ,n im slowly turnin to them that i hate but i realy not jus alone like the Shepperd walkin the earth tryin to nunderstand n help ppl with wat i learn n remember from the past life,i dont know how long i have in this world, everything is coming to a end,y ppl cant c this r they rhis blind or im jus crazy,starting to sleep less again n i ready to end this cuz god hates m the devil hates me more,so y im feeling like i shoulda ended it 2 years ago wen i wrote my suicide letter,am im weak for thinkin like this mayb i am but wat can i do, i been quite for years n still noone wana here me speak im still the crazy wierd kid that everyone hates n wana fuck up my life more,i hate missing the ppl ive loved,they onlky hate me they never new wat love was its jus a word n its sad im the only one who knows wat real love is,im falling away from this world everyday, n soon ill b gone n i pry one person remebers me but thats a myth it will never happen n ill always b alone ether way so wat to do,idk but i dont have time left cuz life is tellin me it doesnt want me

those who refused to kneel

i am not childish but im alone, some ppl are afraid to die alone, im not im afraid to die unknown,some ppl looks up to god,but in the end,they are goin to hell,i looks 4 the answer to this journey,but im told ill go to hell,life pulls me down,rather the ppl i come incontact with pulls me down,but im waiting for this earth to flood,to wash away the lies

the strive of living

m sick of my life n how it sucks like a bitch with fat lips ,aint that a bitch? ,everyone got 2 steps ahead of me ,even tho im more intune with humanity ,i been tryin to spark the torch with a wet match ,feelin like im in a death match with life,every punch i make, stab i take nothing showin me that i can survive the strive of living but ima,make it happen one way or another

falling into this world

i have fallen to this earth with the pain of death given to me by my maker missing the past life i was living missing the angels i left behind hating u hating the fact u brought me to this earth gota start over gota learn wats the right way to live in this place growing up learnig wats lies n truth a place where u grow up with family telling u how to b a good citizen to b a good human lapdog for big brother rather god followin a book of made up storys n lies why do i live in this place why am i faling here is this hell since im falling from heaven i dont know plz tel me

dont give a fuck jus had to vent alil i swear i hate ppl

life life life life death death death death ,wat is up with u takein my heart,leavein me here bleedin from my chest, tryin to speak to u but only gargles of blood cover words pour from my unwritten emotion face , you took everything from me my strength my brain my thorts my guts,left me hear a empty vessel numb to love n happiness but still have the emotion of pain only pain pain jus pain nothing more ,so im preparing to dieeeeeeeeeee jus dieeeeeeeeeee but im takein u will meeeeeeeeeeeeee so if u dont want to cum with me dont bother meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee death death death -_- is the only thing i see but i know it aint worth it cuz u wont give a fuck u keep me alive to torcher me i fuckin hate u plus all the others that came n go u jus another bitchs thats added to da list i shouldnt give a fuck but i do so this is y i hate myself wishin i can drop dead cuz i cant take the pain but im kinda glad u gone but ill never b the same when ur gone

Tesca Moore freestyle about her ex lol shorty awesome

your a stupid mother fucker, i hate how you get under my skin. no matter what i say i can never ever win.as you get closer to me i can feel the hate, your piping other bitches, as you get closer to me i can feel the hate, you seriously need to back the fuck off, you got to many snitches, your still coming on strong, but i knew this all along, your jack-ass attitude and made this seem ll wrong, you want to fuck all my friends, but want to pipe me too, nuh uh we dont play that shit, its only me you gotta be true to.and as you see im broken down, mm mm we got no time, you want to play this crap with me, but im cutting you off like this rhyme

the endddd ;D lamee >.<

the last nights rememberance of a soul

im looking ahead seeing nothing, only you are in my eyes ur essence is takeing over my soul to the point i still taste our kisses my lips are tingling with the sensation, my hands still feel your body under mine i still feel ur heart beat as i lay, i think about the day wen we first made love lips against lips, flesh against naked flesh, my body hungers for yours one last time as i ponder i wonder if that last chance will ever come again , hopein pleading ill get another chance at something so sweet that a god would end the world to have again you at my side, we can rule the world, ur hand in mine, our fingers curled, there aint no shit that we cant do ,as long as im here touching u but only if i was touching you now the cigarette smoke is forming to the shape of ur hand touchin my face with the gentle breeze that blown in when u left out that door so alone thinkin thorts of ending everything i hear you footsteps in the hall, but its only the will of my mind, i hear the voices call, but its only the ones of the broken hearted dead hearted like the loveless zombies that walk this earth, from never having the real feeling of love ,lost souls like i that cut there wrist from the cold hearts,only existing from the hate and sadness of the world, so we float lost tryin to find heaven, but all we have to look forward is our dark grave site

lyrical teachers

two plus two equal f.o.u.r,now dont let me kick down your door n start teaching you like a college professor of quantum physics but nah im keep it strictly lyrics,showing you black holes n why the reason your human race is only considered a type zero planet,it becuz wack MC's like you, get eatin like retarded white kids chewin on glue,so plz u know its true remember back in the days of 92 me n u was chillin outside of skool i,was kickin freestyles resiting the word that ur god gave me tellin u y u got kicked out of heaven bcuz Jesus aint die on the 7th

sacrifice scribble MC's

blessing u with these rhymes thats so true, ull believe i was...the fountain of youth,can u believe, the only weed i smoke taste like glue,me n u are like da same tool, u sacrifice newborns with my sharp edge remember u the hand that holds it 2, im only kill newborns when scribble jam dj's tell me go get em,savage like what the whiteman said about my ppl ni99a we lethal like lithium

good times on facebook

lmaooo krystal tryna go in wit spittin she wrote Ade mad he cnt beat me cause ima beast.. told him i wana feast he told me to go to sleep.lmboo.. im awesome.lmboo n i wrote lol shut ur ass up ni99a wake up u still sleepin,creepin wit sheep men is not da way to get semen ,didnt i tell u to stop dreamin,lmaoooooooooooooooo ima beast from da east wit da crucket teeth so plzz whos beastin lol u b da judge

i'll love u in the morning

we cant dwell, in the past now,how come u, don't love me now,i saved ur life,more then twice,remember that night, u was overdosing,u actin now, like a basehead,u don't even recognize how much i love u,i love u, even wen ur choking, on ur tongue,i remember wen we started these tracks,u c now, what they spell,they spell love, 2 people with the same love, 4 the drug,so take this,one last hit,so we sleep,forever,c now we happy,jus u n me

girl in my dreams

here in my dreams, i welcome u ,to take a walk with me, talk with me ,we can even smoke sum green,here in my dreams,i could have anything n everything,but i only want u,here in my dreams,im not sad or lonley anymore, its all cuz of u,here in my dreams,i always dreamed to have my dreams turn to a reality

moon in my ditch

I sit bak wid my eyes rolled bak lookin deep into my brain wonderin y I Kant go bak y is relationships all the same ppl given each other all this pain the moon burns blue the sun burns black life isn't anything significant the car rolled into a ditch again this chick I new turned bitch again themes r better then dreams... so with this, things arn't always wat they seem!!!????

colors

if I was color blind would life still b a lie would things realy b the shade of gray no more black or white or the colors of the rainbow would it still b a world full of pot heads nd ppl who like to have fun or will it b corrupted with closed mindes as it is now with all these colors I see but all I see is red bleeding ...from the eyes for sum reason I kan see how time dies it full of lies only if u take a second to...Analyze life

satin dreams

I'm sit alone mad drunk in my zone thinkin bout the past wen it was the better days young n simple minded now im stressed n bipolor wonderin am I'm crazy cuz bin called that all ur life makes u change ur natural face straight cold look in the eyes heart that bleeds black or rather satin dreams only If u could c wats I ...c friends that passed still walkin n talkin to me ....

reflecting shadowed

llaves is bored wonderin around the head of this girl who once gave him head the words was never spoken to the point where only the Gray quite weed smoke showed them letters in the light reflecting off the dark walls tellin them what each other were thinking it also said the mind is a shadowed thing that Kan easly b locked away from everything that matters.

another chance

not knowing wat to feel starting to go numb again u c me u might think I have no emotions but they there trap under the bs that the world have given me it's not my fault I never chose to come here mayb I did bein dead for so long started to get to me need to feel emotion again so I decided to give it another chance like what's the worst that could hap again

holloween night

it's that day where souls of the lost appear if u look real klost u kould see spirits walking with every breez most likely ull see someone u lost or a lost person that u never thort twice to look at now u have the time to acknowledge them so take this chance to see what u been missin cuz at the stroke of 12:01 there time....

pain or additions

not in a happy mood like always will this lonely feeling ever leave but I rather b alone kuz I know what a person kan b only thing that was always there 4 me was my music n the reality of drugs n that evil drink the only things that give a simple happyness but it never last it makes u wonder whats ur reality pain or additions d-_-b

relationships can never rewind

Im feeling hopless is it me or how the world treats me
So wen u c me u expect me not to have a grin on my face
I can never b happy cuz all my girls lie to me
They love to say good bye to me leaven me hear
With all this stress n tears but my face is to stone
To show emotion but only if the next chick could really c whats inside of me
I know if I could c in your chest n open the box that’s labeled my heart
I would replace part of whats broken with the other half of my shattered heart
N with the last part ill piece it back together n forever we would stay together
But this is only a dream that will never come true but regardless I will always love u
But I know u can feel my presents so mayb one day u would find me
so promise me ull never give up on me

personal creations with a broken compass

im living in the past,tryin to move forward with my life,but my brain startin to loose fluid,everything mixing, i cant comprehend wat real,whos u i ask,u remind me of my x,seein the pain in her eyes that i left that xmas night,but no is a lost soul that cum to me now n then askin me to save them,tryin to give the world a warning,but lies got ppl lost n blind,lost in my dreams of the flashback of the future,is it near, i think so,20 years on this earth tryin to make it sumthing worth living,here lookin 4 coins for a chick named lucy with a lucy between her lips,but im blacklisted,so wheres the danger,decreed of wat im told to b,but im only can b me,lost in a black hole,never gona matter in the eyes of the lost,feeble words that i utter under my breath, late at night holdin on to the bible,questioning the lies that i read,but my final thorts might b questioned,was he mentally unstable,jus cuz u cant understand my strange scriptures doesnt mean i was twisted,mayb i understood every detail of what we live in,but its jus personal creations that hold conflict

im in da Pursuit of Happiness

im in da Pursuit of Happiness, but i know, everything shining, is always gona b black, ill b fine once its over, ill b gud,u wonder how i like it,if u dont like it,dont stand next to me,im a walking storm cloud,champing amild,while i search for happiness along this atmosphere,but it wont change this black bag of weed,from calling me,from da stash,no dutch, no papers, to take a hit of this gods gift,guess i gota wait, till 2nite,till then,gotta get my mind right,