normal thoughts

i am hurt,I'm feeling to much pain,cuz now i know they truth,everything Ive thought,everything Ive been called crazy for,is the truth about people and how the world functions,and now I'm alone,i guessed i crossed the point of no return, but I'm free mentally,it hurts that I'll try to help others and they're to brainwashed to listen,the only option i have is to live alone more alone then ever before,people bring you down any,women especially,sad lil world i live in isn't it