falling into this world

i have fallen to this earth with the pain of death given to me by my maker missing the past life i was living missing the angels i left behind hating u hating the fact u brought me to this earth gota start over gota learn wats the right way to live in this place growing up learnig wats lies n truth a place where u grow up with family telling u how to b a good citizen to b a good human lapdog for big brother rather god followin a book of made up storys n lies why do i live in this place why am i faling here is this hell since im falling from heaven i dont know plz tel me