the strive of living

m sick of my life n how it sucks like a bitch with fat lips ,aint that a bitch? ,everyone got 2 steps ahead of me ,even tho im more intune with humanity ,i been tryin to spark the torch with a wet match ,feelin like im in a death match with life,every punch i make, stab i take nothing showin me that i can survive the strive of living but ima,make it happen one way or another