the last nights rememberance of a soul

im looking ahead seeing nothing, only you are in my eyes ur essence is takeing over my soul to the point i still taste our kisses my lips are tingling with the sensation, my hands still feel your body under mine i still feel ur heart beat as i lay, i think about the day wen we first made love lips against lips, flesh against naked flesh, my body hungers for yours one last time as i ponder i wonder if that last chance will ever come again , hopein pleading ill get another chance at something so sweet that a god would end the world to have again you at my side, we can rule the world, ur hand in mine, our fingers curled, there aint no shit that we cant do ,as long as im here touching u but only if i was touching you now the cigarette smoke is forming to the shape of ur hand touchin my face with the gentle breeze that blown in when u left out that door so alone thinkin thorts of ending everything i hear you footsteps in the hall, but its only the will of my mind, i hear the voices call, but its only the ones of the broken hearted dead hearted like the loveless zombies that walk this earth, from never having the real feeling of love ,lost souls like i that cut there wrist from the cold hearts,only existing from the hate and sadness of the world, so we float lost tryin to find heaven, but all we have to look forward is our dark grave site