im a waste of life n this is no poem it wat really hap -_- fuck it right

well i jus found out i might not get my diploma after the schools dont know what im talking about -_- they like call tomore but is no guarantee like if not this whole thing was a waste of time ,then mother spaze out n i can take her bull shit no more so i spaze out she think she have the right to jus b like fuck u bitch nah yo i dont do shit to her too come to me like that im tryin hard not to beat this bitch ass so im like yo wtf i do to u she still cursein me out n talkin bout get out her face she like fuck u we havent talked in a month like yo wtf i have to talk to dis bitch about this bitch fucked up my school shit liein for 5months that she got the shit i need to graduate i had to get this dont b 4 they changed everything up lol n now they did so im like yo damn right i aint talk to u u lied for 5 months now im fucked they sayin she like she dont give a fuck i dont care about u n u not coming with me wen i move like wtf i spaze out more im like wtf i did to u y u hate me im not ur other kids who do u dirty shit i no u dont want me here so wtf im suppose to do she like i dont care n im like yo i have no money i cant get a job cuz u did god nows with my birth certificate n my social shit no I.D like u need dat shit to get one im callin the place to get my social n birth shit n they like im not in da system ur moms got fix this so wtf im suppose to do like u actin like like dez other ni99as that have idea n not tryin to do nothin with my life she like she dont give a fuck im like yoo wtf u had me shoulda got a fuckin abortion i dont wana b here shit ni99a u brung me here so im in da room fuckin shit up lol n my boy stop me from hitten her ass wen it started but yo i dont get it i been kicked out to many times im tryin to do right n nobody care they on sum str8 fuck u n im been loyal to everyone n all i done 4 ppl n im dont get nothing in return they jus want me to b nothin family fake friends girl friends its like y i get mad hate but ppl who dont want nothing nobody judge them yo i dont no wat im gona do i have no friends now n no fam gona let me stay with them -_- so i dont no if sumone do help me out like how ima get my info to work my father m.i.a haha my life yoo i dont wat ive done 4 ppl to hate me all my life but yo i dont really care thinkin bout jus dealin with it go sleep in da park n start hustlein again but yo i gota get in touch with ni99as 4 dat but watever yo i mines well end it who really gona care idk but watever no one no bout this blog lol no body gona find this but watever duces mayb i get luck ether way i b iight