me n my ex writing

such pretty eyes you say..i love you goodbye were the last things you said. A pain consuming me...it kills me..i ache..my body numb...u stole my love. thief you are..Liar you are...heartbreaker you are...the undertaker of love n souls you are, wen u left that hopeful day ,now i sit here sad crying n hateful , but i still blame myself 4 this,mayb u was right about wat u told me wen u left me ,even so if u really loved me u would stuck it threw , so was it love or lust lust you say. never love..im over it. now alone and lost like a puppy without its owner or mother...my tears speak more for me than i could ever speak for myself. tell me what should i do. my heart tells me to keeping loving the beautiful person who is filled with lust...a poison deadly as love itself lies mayb the cause of the deadly poison of love but i couldnt tell what was lies i was so blind all i could c was the fake truth of a loving person ,my heart bleeds as my wrist like the pretty eyes with the devils lies..bleeding. he bounds me with a curse of eternal pain. never really having someone to love and share a bond stronger than rubber bands wore around my wrists for you. once lost...i shed tears for it..i felt we were over forever..then i found it..as destiny said it to be. why did you break it...not physically but emotionally..tell me cuz relationships shall never rewind but i guess she moved on ,left me,siting here thinkin wat should i write ,wounderin if its good enof u could come back to me but it never does, i guess its left all behind its never left behind. loves shows us things. and maybe we wont understand at the moment..but they come in handy later..when love is true and pure like clear skies and the crisp smell of autumn. i love you. thats the truth. but who am i to tell you who to love. its over...goodbye..